Oh man, Valentine's Day almost always sucks

And of course this year was no exception. The actual 14th of February was most likely the least love-involved day these last three days, honestly. Long story short(ish), here:

So like, it was kinda complex, actually. I'll start with my problems. So here's the deal. I like Valerio, who likes Ginevra, who doesnt like him back and likes Mateo who is currently single. That used to be the deal. Then of course on the day of everything got worse. I told Valerio i like him, (through Giulia..) and then he didn't hear, i think. So then, Ginevra tells me that Valerio told her that he likes a girl in Sicily when she told him she didnt like him. So then i was like dude why didnt u tell me?! she was all like uh i dunno.... So then i felt really stupid. So my friend Juliane (shes Brazilian) who knows i like Valerio, was like, "Are you OK?" cuz apparently i was looking..... sad and thoughtful, as someone once told me. I was all like nothing.... and glanced a little at Valerio, (i couldn't help myself, he's kinda cute...) and she was like oh, i think i know whats going on.... and then she ran over to Valerio and was like, "What did you do?!"x2. And he was like what? and she said, Subin likes you and now you made her upset. What did you do?!" (i wasn't here, i was walking in another direction) so he was like really?! and she totally blabbed (yeah, thanks so much, man) and then he was all quiet. Of course, by then i was pretty much over it, cuz i dont hold on to grudges. Then we went to lunch i was staring at my lunch like cuz it was gross, man. it was like some kinda soup, with these weird floating objects....... and he saw me and was all like cuz he thought he made me do that, which wasn't true. At the end of lunch, he kept talking to his friend, who told my friend, who told me, that turns out, Valerio didn't like the Sicilian girl, she liked him. then i was like cuz i felt seriously stupid now, being upset over nothing. He's not talking to me, but i don't need to worry cuz i know that he knows that Ginevra doesn't like him, and that he laughed when i made a joke, so i'm cool. Anyway, it was like this at the beginning,

MEVALERIOGINEVRA MATEO
GINEVRAVALERIO

And then it was like,

MEVALERIOS.G & GINEVRAMATEOSOME GIRL FROM BELLA MONTE.

Which was really confusing. And then it was all like,

MEVALERIOS.G
VALERIOGINEVRA MATEOSOME GIRL

And then the day after that, it was a bit worse, honestly.

Ok so see today was even more complex than yesterday!!!! So like today my friends urged me into making Giulia tell valerio I like him again, and then she said that valerio had a note for me, but only if I told him I like him, or if I gave him a note saying i like him. I was like to Giulia, what if it's a note saying he doesn't like me, what if?!??!?!? And she was like, well, valerio told me this other thing, but I'm not supposed to tell you. I was like, please, I'll be ur best friend!!!! And she laughed and was like fine, I'll tell you. U don't have to worry about it being a bad note, you don't even have to tell him you like him! He likes you!! So I was like, ...... No seriously, what did he say? And she was telling the truth and he had a note in his hand, and he told my friend he liked her last year through a note, but I put his note in his jacket pocket, and I don't think he got it, and it's so hard to type on the iPad, and omg I'm freaking out!!!! I also helped my Friend out with her love life, because I made a deal that if she tells her crush she likes him, I tell valerio. And I told valerio, so she has to tell Alessandro . And Ginevra's going to tell Mateo, even though she thinks he likes someone.

Yeah, I know it's got some present tense verbs, but I had to cut and copy from an email, so. And finally, today!

Today, was amazingly pretty good. For me anyway. Poor Ginevra, though. Mateo loves a girl from Milan. Oh the heartbreak! But anyway, I walked to my seat this morning at school, and on my chair, there was a note. Now I can't tell you exactly what the note said, but let's just put it at I had a moment of utter bliss. Giulia, (She's like Hermes, Herald of the Gods. Or maybe more like Isis....) hadn't disappointed. So I was all happy, with the note in my pocket and everything. It's just, he didn't talk to me. He didn't even look at me, hardly. So of course, that planted the seed of doubt in my mind. If a guy likes a girl, shouldn't he, i dunno, act like it? I thought. Then Ginevra had to go and tell me that Emanuele liked to forge love letters and blow girls' minds up. Like, not an explosion, but you know what I mean. So of course I went insane trying to find out if it was really Valerio, I did handwriting analysis's and see Valerio spelled this one word wrong, (which I found cute, honestly) and when I asked him how to spell it, he spelled it right. So I was like convinced that Emanuele had forged it, until the end of the day, when Giulia (All Hail!) just asked him, (how does she do that?!) and he said that yes, he wrote it. So no harm done. Hurrah!

This Post's Song Is: (and i know i probably used this before) Adored by Miranda Cosgrove. It explains how I feel.